| well finals are over, the christmas play is over and i am once again in mississippi for the first time in a year. its been a little crazy...but good for the most part.its nice to not have homework to do right now and to be able to read books that i want to read for fun. i got 4 a's and 2 b's and my GPA is starting to look a little bit better...i'm almost at a 3.0. i'm staying at my brother's and sisterinlaw's house for the two weeks i'm here in mississippi with my mom. my mom gets upset if i want to go out with my friends...i even wait until like night when her and the nephews are all asleep so she can't say i'm not spending time with them because i definitely am. its frustrating...i'm 21 not 15. tonight she almost didnt let me leave but my sisterinlaw stepped in and helped me to convince her to let me go out. its weird to have to get permission to go out...heh i'm used to living on my own and doing what i want and going whereever i want to whenever i want to. i'm only going to be here for two weeks and i don't plan on staying there every second...i do want to see them and i am but i want to spend time with my friends as well because who knows when i'll be back here again...maybe next christmas. oh well life goes on. its been good to see my nephews...they are getting so big now. i go back home to minnepolis on the first and i'll have a couple of weeks to just relax before school starts again. i'm looking forward to it. people here are kind of upset that i am only staying two weeks but i knew that what i really need is just some time to hang out at home and sleep in and relax watching my newest season of gilmore girls. i need time to do nothing before the insane semester of 18 credits, two jobs, youth leader, and kids church leader starts. if it gets too busy i'll quit my job at the mall but i'm hoping i don't have to do that. we'll see though...i don't wanna kill myself. ok i think its time for me to go home and go to sleep i've had a long day of chasing 3 kids under the age of 5 around all day long. |