a day off...yay

today is my first day off in 13 days...yay. its been a crazy two weeks since i had to work every day and had a bad cold during most of those days...it sucks having to be friendly and cheerful and do a bunch of stuff when you feel like crap but thats life i guess :) in 10 days i get to take a 24 hour train trip to minneapolis and be back with all of my friends again yay. life has been interesting lately. i've been doing a lot of thinking...maybe too much.  sometimes i really just hate who i am...and i'm not exactly sure why. maybe its because of the way i was treated by people that were supposed to care. maybe i'm just too self-consious and for some reason have a very low self esteem. i dunno. maybe one day i'll get past this. yep yep...umm so yeah...i'm glad for the day off actualy two days off. got to come back to my hometown till this tuesday to spend some time with friends...heh right now i'm listening to their dog whine and howl and he is really annoying. thats about all i have to say for now.