changes...

it isn't even halfway through the summer yet and already i am wishing it was over so i could get back to school. maybe you think i'm crazy for wanting to go back to school but i'm pretty tired of living in a hotel with my mom (and her boyfriend at times), not being able to find a job, or sleeping on my old youth pastors couch like i am now :). i'm so ready to get back to minnesota where i have my own space, my own bed and i don't have to live out of a duffle bag anymore and they have public transportation and stuff walking distance so i can actualy go places. but i guess i can't complain too much...at least i have a roof over my head and somewhere to sleep even if its not my favorite circumstances.

its kind of strange to be back here...i go 1500 miles away to go to college and come back and find that it is definatly different...maybe its me that is different and not this place though. most of my old friendships have become more like aquaintances instead of friends...people i can hang out with but not really people i relate to or can talk to anymore. it gets kind of lonely here and i really miss my friends from college and the city and everything there. but next week i'm going to be a counselor/helper at the camp at a christian cafe i volunteered at all through high school and last summer too so that should keep me busy some.

heh i guess i just feel like time is flying by and im sort of disconected from all the people who used to be very important to me...i guess this is what it means to grow up and move on...anyways i'm done rambling on for now.